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Please,.. Says "I want you!", before it's too late 2

My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. So when I carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mummy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly; don't tell our son about the divorce. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside the door. She went to wait for the bus to work. I drove alone to the office. On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn't looked at this woman carefully for a long time.. I realized she was not young any more. There were fine wrinkles on her face, her hair was graying! Our marriage had taken its toll on her. For a minute I wondered what I had done to her. On the fourth day, when I lift...
My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. So when I carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mummy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly; don't tell our son about the divorce. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside the door. She went to wait for the bus to work. I drove alone to the office. On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn't looked at this woman carefully for a long time.. I realized she was not young any more. There were fine wrinkles on her face, her hair was graying! Our marriage had taken its toll on her. For a minute I wondered what I had done to her. On the fourth day, when I lift...

Mind Operations? just a gema...pls

yuhuuuuuu Lose again? naaaa... success dong! yg penting tujuannya dan tercapai. Csi Miami memang best! They give us goog fresh idea. Very usefull idea.... Mind Operstions! A mentalist game. Its involve heart n feeling. No term n conditions. Its only need player and destinations. The most difficult is control our own heart n feeling. Becos, sometime we self fell as the victim of this game. scarry huh? but worthy. terutama jika tujuanutama tercapai.... Just..be carefull with your own heart....

I m truly love u!

I love you.. I love you... I love you... No matter how.. No matter what... Even if u just think that I m just...no1 4 u I m still love you.... Sometime... I m thinking, is that u really notice my love 4 u? Or u just a blind hearted person.. who thinking me as useable than loveable.. I don't know... I don't care.. I m still love you... My love is my weakness.. but don't try to take advantage on it. Be cos... my love is not blind.. Love you...
My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. So when I carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mummy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly; don't tell our son about the divorce. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside the door. She went to wait for the bus to work. I drove alone to the office. On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn't looked at this woman carefully for a long time.. I realized she was not young any more. There were fine wrinkles on her face, her hair was graying! Our marriage had taken its toll on her. For a minute I wondered what I had done to her. On the fourth day, when I lift...

Please,.. Says "I want you!", before it's too late

RAymond Ting, warmest my heart with his e mail bout Love and marriage. Took me about a half of my heart content before decide to publish it just for My Dear Kaka... "When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I've got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes. Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly. She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why? I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Dew. I didn't love her anymore. I just pitied her! With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agr...

USED Vs. LOVED

It is true, sometimes; anger and love have no limit. Must read............... Some one I love, fowarded this email to me...to remain me about something I've been 4got it for so long. "While a man was polishing his new car, his 4 yr old son picked up stone and scratched lines on the side of the car. In anger, the man took the child's hand and hit it many times; not realizing he was using a wrench. At the hospital, the child lost all his fingers due to multiple fractures. When the child saw his father with painful eyes he asked, 'Dad when will my fingers grow back?' The man was so hurt and speechless; he went back to his car and kicked it a lot of times. Devastated by his own actions.......sitting in front of that car he looked at the scratches; the child had written 'LOVE YOU DAD'. The next day that man committed suicide. . . Anger and Love have no limits; choose the latter to have a beautiful, lovely life..... Things are to be used and people are to be love...

Masalalu adalah gerbang untuk masa depan

Seikat Janji, Seikat Dusta

Sweet talking! Jika seseorang sedang jatuh cinta, dia akan push away orang disekitarnya untuk/ agar selalu bisa berada di sisi orang yang sedang di cinta. No doubt! everybody doit! except me. Me... in love... I'll keep it so no body see it! Btw, Lidah memang tidak bertulang. Semua janji-janji, sumpah serapah yang terkeluar lenyap seiring dengan berjalannya waktu. Tinggal lah dusta yang tak larat untuk di pikul. Someone said, Lupakan masalalu, karena itu dah tak penting. . Semudah itu dia merubah hatinya... should not trusted! Orang bilang, jika kita mencinta dengan ikhlas kita tidak akan mengharap return dari orang yang tercinta. TApi jika kita masih berhitung untung-rugi mencinta,,,, cinta itu bukan sejati...hanya mengikut kebutuhan...

Penny-pinching Malaysian

Penny-pinching alias stingy. To day, ada pengalaman baru. Pengetahuan betapa kedekut dan betapa kurang tenggang rasa seorang malaysia terhadap sesamanya. Cerita di mulai ketika sebuah mesin cuci rusak. Mr OB memanggil orang untuk memperbaiki kerusakan tersebut. Ternyata hanya sedikit bocor dan tak ada alat yg perlu di ganti. Setelah mesin Fix, mr OB meminta orang tersebut menolongnya memasang lampu. Lampu telah terpasang dengan susah payah. Akhir cerita, Mr Ob bertanya berapa upah semuanya. Pekerja itu dengan penuh harap mengatakan Rm.50. Mr OB terkejut sekali. Lalu dengan rendah hati, si pekerja menurunkan menjadi Rm.40. Tapi Mr Ob masih berkeberatan. Dia mengatakan terlalu mahal, bagaimana kalau rm 30? Wajah si pekerja terlihat begitu kecewa. Mungkin dia tidak menyangka jika jerih payah dan tenaganya di hargai serendah itu. Tapi apa boleh buat, Si pekerja toh sudah menyelesaikan kerjanya dengan baik... dari pada tidak di bayar, akhirnya dengan berat hati dia mengangguk. TApi akhirnya...

Indonesia Tercinta

Home sweet home! Sejauh mana sungai mengalir, akhirnya pasti akan mencapai laut jua. INDONESIA jika di lihat dari kejauhan bagai untaian Zambrut hijau yang terciprat lumpur. Itulah negeriku. Tempat aku dilahirkan, dibesarkan dan di buai dengan adat istiada kemasyarakatan yang kental berazaskan jiwa persatuan dan kesatuan serta semangat kekeluargaan tanpa memandang suku bangsa, kasta dan agama. Azas utama pembangunan Indonesia yang kini telah dianggap usang dan tak berguna. Pertiwiku tercinta pernah tercerai berai suatu masa dahulu. Dampaknya bukan saja menengelamkan kemasyhuran negara tapi juga memecah belah bangsa. Segelintir orang mempunyai ambisi. Sekelompok orang mempunyai motivasi, dan segolongan orang menginginkan independesi tanpa melihat akibat. Tujuannya hanya satu. Memerdekakan tanah leluhur yang sudah pun merdeka. Kolusi Korupsi dan nepotisme menjadi isu yang tak bisa disekat. Setiappenguasa baru berjanji untuk untuk menumpas habis KKN. Tapi ternyata, mereka malah membudiday...

The Prophecy

Indonesia will never escape the influence of the past. Remember Jayabhaya prediction? That Indonesia will achieve prosperity, peace and security under the leadership of someone who has the last name initials NOTONOGORO. So if your last name Ahmad, - is, - la, - a gong, or in the context of a complete example: Somad, Yudis, sengkala, Bagong, you should resign immediately or throw away the intention to become a leader in this country . Since your last name is not included in the category of NO-TO-NO-GO-RO. The real example cannot be deny! The real example can not be deny! Starting from the time of independence. The first person who brought this beloved Indonesia out of colonialism is the IR. SOEKARNO. Soekarno. He has a name that ends in-NO. He led Indonesia had proclaimed its independence. And thanks to him, a name well known in Indonesia over the world for 8 prowess to oration. The First Prophecy of JAYABHAYA. The First Prophecy of JAYABHAYA. The second. The second. General M. Gene...

For the Better or Worst..

Educating children is a tiring job but berbalaoi. But have to be patient and persevering. Should not be too harsh not too soft. Medium….. What is important in the discipline. Small Children tend to follow past practices and behavior of their parents. Making parents as an example and role model. Outside the genetic factors, younger children will be educated in a way in making the behavior and habits of parents as a concrete example. Therefore the parents in educating children is expected to be one who: Ing Ngarsa Sung Tuladha Ing Ngarsa Sung Tuladha (Di depan, memberi tauladan) (In the future, giving models) Ing Madya Mangun Karsa Ing Madya Mangun Karsa (Ditengah, menyumbangkan ide, prakarsa dan memberi semangat) (Amid, contribute ideas, initiatives and encouraging) Tut Wuri Handayani Tut Wuri Handayani (Dari belakang, harus bisa memberikan dorongan dan arahan) (From the back, should be able to give encouragement and direction) JSo by giving models, enthusiasm, encouragement and dir...

My Destiny

Kutemukan kasih sayang di rantau orang. Tempat ku bergantung dan menyemai harapan. Namun semua akan segera kandas di tengah jalan. Hilang tanpa bekas, lenyap tanpa kesan. Aku menderita karena tak pandai menjaga hati dan perasaan ku sendiri. Terlalu sensitif dan terbawa emosi. Sehingga membuat orang lain begitu mudah menyakitiku dengan sikap dan ucapannya, tindakan dan kata-katanya. Jika saja aku bisa meng-upgrade pikiran dan perasaan ku seperti sebuah tungggul batu, mungkin aku bisa survive dan sukses dalam hidup ini. Andai saja..... Its to good to be true...!!!!

Setitik Asa yang hilang

Ada yang datang... Ada yang pergi... Ada yang datang membawa sejuta cinta yang setitik demi setitik tercecer hingga lenyap tiada bekas. Mulut manis... kata-kata berulas madu...tidak akan tahan lama karena mengundang hadirnya semut. Cinta

Bukan Salah Bunda mengandung, salah Bapak punya…..

Mendidik anak adalah pekerjaan yang melelahkan tapi berbalaoi. Tetapi harus sabar dan telaten. Tidak boleh kasar juga tidak boleh terlalu lunak. Medium… Yang penting di siplin. Anak Kecil cenderung mengikut kebiasaan dan tingkah lalu orang tua mereka. Menjadikan orang tua sebagai contoh dan teladan. Diluar faktor genetik, anak akan lebih muda di didik dengan cara menjadikan tingkah laku dan habit orang tua sebagai contoh kongkrit. Sebab itu orang tua dalam mendidik anak di harapkan dapat menjadi seorang yang: Ing Ngarsa Sung Tuladha (Di depan, memberi tauladan) Ing Madya Mangun Karsa (Ditengah, menyumbangkan ide, prakarsa dan memberi semangat) Tut Wuri Handayani (Dari belakang, harus bisa memberikan dorongan dan arahan) Jadi dengan memberi tauladan, semangat, dorongan dan arahan di harapkan seorang anak itu berkembang menjadi individu yang nantinya bukan hanya berbakti pada orang tua tetapi juga pada bangsa dan agama. Memang jalan menuju kearah itu sangat sukar dan penuh kendala. Itu s...

Bukan Salah Bunda mengandung, salah Bapak punya…..

Mendidik anak adalah pekerjaan yang melelahkan tapi berbalaoi. Tetapi harus sabar dan telaten. Tidak boleh kasar juga tidak boleh terlalu lunak. Medium… Yang penting di siplin. Anak Kecil cenderung mengikut kebiasaan dan tingkah lalu orang tua mereka. Menjadikan orang tua sebagai contoh dan teladan. Diluar faktor genetik, anak akan lebih muda di didik dengan cara menjadikan tingkah laku dan habit orang tua sebagai contoh kongkrit. Sebab itu orang tua dalam mendidik anak di harapkan dapat menjadi seorang yang: Ing Ngarsa Sung Tuladha (Di depan, memberi tauladan) Ing Madya Mangun Karsa (Ditengah, menyumbangkan ide, prakarsa dan memberi semangat) Tut Wuri Handayani (Dari belakang, harus bisa memberikan dorongan dan arahan) Jadi dengan memberi tauladan, semangat, dorongan dan arahan di harapkan seorang anak itu berkembang menjadi individu yang nantinya bukan hanya berbakti pada orang tua tetapi juga pada bangsa dan agama. Memang jalan menuju kearah itu sangat sukar dan penuh kendala. Itu s...