The Collector

RAymond Ting, warmest my heart with his e mail bout Love and marriage. Took me about a half of my heart content before decide to publish it just for My Dear Kaka... "When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I've got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes. Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly. She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why? I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Dew. I didn't love her anymore. I just pitied her! With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agr...

Dalam Cinta ada Kepercayaan, dalam Rindu ada Kasih sayang, dan Dalam Kenangan terlintas Masa depan. Mencintai tidak akan membuat kita terlihat Lemah, Memaafkan tidak akan membuat kita terlihat rendah, dan Menyanyangi akan membuat kita semakin mulia... Karena dengan kasih sayang dan kerinduan kita bisa melintasi ruang dan waktu. Melalang buana menembus 7 warna cinta dalam ......Bianglala

For what? Untuk menunjukan pada dunia bahwa kita sangup menderita demi cinta? Wow kelakarnya!!! Kenapalah kalau orang sedang bercinta tidak mengunakan logika. Membiarkan diri menderita demi cinta dan keutuhan rumah tangga, memang terdengar seperti sebuah pengorbanan yang mulia. TApi berbalaoikah semua itu kalau diri sendiri menderita, tidak bahagia dan setengah gila... Hidup memang hanya sekali. Mati pun hanya sekali. Tapi jatuh cinta dan menikah kan bisa berkali-kali... what a big deal? Kalau tak pun, hidup sendiri pun tak apa asal bahagia. Why so difficult? to choose between happiness and sadness? Sure...I will never understand! never! Biarpun dah di bolak balik ribuan kali, tetap tidak akan mengerti. Why need to suffer in silent in you have change to be happy? Cinta memang rumit, ruwet bagai meluruskan benang basah. TAnpa unjung dan tanpa pangkal. I know no term and conditions in love. DAn hanya cinta saja yang memiliki pengorbanan. So jika anda rela menderita, berkorban untuk tidak...

Almost everyday, if sky isn't gloomy, me and my kaka have Sexy Chat. Subjectnya tak lain dan tak bukan Our HAndsome Darling Baby who look Sexy in his 1 year 4 month old.Dia pandai bicara dalam tiga dimensi bahasa yang hanya akan bica di mengerti sekiranya kita hidup di bulan. Bcos I call it moon language. My kaka's baby has his own language. BAik yang berupa ucapan, tindakan atau isyarat panca indera seperti mengeryitkan mata, menutup mulut rapat-rapat kalau sedang berpikir, atau berdesis penuh nikmat kalau sedang menikmati hidangan lezat. My kaka's baby also like dancing. Jangan kata mendengar music, mendengar phone berdering pun dia sudah mulai bergoyang, menghentakan kaki dengan semangat 45 yang membuatnya lebih menarik daripada penari latar dangdut.

I love Her! No doubt for that! But is she love me?   Yes, she said! But I always doubt her for unnecessary reason. I know she like me, caring, nice, kind..what else.... many good thing she did for me without ask any return. For her, as long as I m happy, she happy too. So adorable. And me... Only know how to make her sad. Good enough if I can make her smile. Most of the time I created a gloomy sky in her pretty face. My doubt hurt her. Hence I can't help my self to stop teasing, ignoring, annoying make her more sad and gloomy. I challenge her patiently often. Just for one purpose.... one reason.... her happiness. Her truly unpretending happiness. For that I chasing her, cornering her, make fun of her to make her understand what i want her to understand, that is.... don't let her self suffer because some one else. Ask her to tell the world that if " U don't make me happy, U will suffer with me!" But....She is a Kindhearted person..... At the end, I know She will ch...